Here's the big new thing I'm freaking about...
Let's name him... Alexander.
Alexander is the 'new kid'. I haven't known him very long. But he's not like the other guys I know. And... he's been texting me for almost 5 hours now. And this may not seem like a whole lot to some, but the way I grew up (and this applies to EVERYONE around me) is texting is considered dating, dating is the first step to marriage and if you're not ready for one the other isn't allowed.
Plus, last week while my parents were gone he asked for my number at the meeting one night, and after I went to get my books and Cody followed me. In a half-grin-but-totally-and-completely-not-joking-manner he told me to "be careful with him. I mean really be careful."
And I'm worried about how this will go...
OMG! This is about to get weird. He's texing me right now and I just got this "so we don't really know each other text" that scares the He'' out of me!!!
Followed by a "so we should fix that"
"Just say no. Just say no." I have to keep telling myself this. That I'm almost 18 and if I don't start standing up for myself now I will keep saying yes until I say yes to the wrong thing and I get in a Lot. Of. Trouble.
Let's name him... Alexander.
Alexander is the 'new kid'. I haven't known him very long. But he's not like the other guys I know. And... he's been texting me for almost 5 hours now. And this may not seem like a whole lot to some, but the way I grew up (and this applies to EVERYONE around me) is texting is considered dating, dating is the first step to marriage and if you're not ready for one the other isn't allowed.
Plus, last week while my parents were gone he asked for my number at the meeting one night, and after I went to get my books and Cody followed me. In a half-grin-but-totally-and-completely-not-joking-manner he told me to "be careful with him. I mean really be careful."
And I'm worried about how this will go...
OMG! This is about to get weird. He's texing me right now and I just got this "so we don't really know each other text" that scares the He'' out of me!!!
Followed by a "so we should fix that"
"Just say no. Just say no." I have to keep telling myself this. That I'm almost 18 and if I don't start standing up for myself now I will keep saying yes until I say yes to the wrong thing and I get in a Lot. Of. Trouble.
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